Solo Gamer in Another World

Chapter 166 of 170

Chapter 166

Chapter 166. The Path I Chose

[First, you must choose.]

“Ch... choose?”

Choose?

What kind of choice was it talking about?

The message that appeared before me was completely different from the usual quest format, so I stared at Uncle in confusion.

It seemed like Uncle had received a different message of his own, because he was carefully reading something with a serious look in his eyes.

“Endure... What exactly am I supposed to endure?”

Indomitable being told to endure.

In a way, it sounded ridiculous.

But considering Uncle’s usual behavior, maybe patience really was something he needed.

Everyone had their own standards, so everyone’s limit was different.

Just how low was Uncle’s patience threshold for him to end up awakening the power of Indomitable?

He certainly showed that quality in battle.

But outside of battle, it didn’t particularly stand out.

Rumble, rumble, rumble....

“Hmm~ That sounds ominous. Everyone, prepare for battle!”

The moment I heard Uncle’s familiar battle cry, strength entered my body as though someone had flipped a switch.

Whenever I was with Uncle, I often felt as though I had been placed under some kind of spell.

Whenever he said things like prepare for battle or asked whether we believed in him...

I felt like strength I didn’t even have suddenly appeared.

That part of him definitely felt Heroic.

And the more I followed him...

The more strongly I felt it.

‘It would be nice if he showed this side of himself in reality too.’

In reality, Uncle was somewhat lazy.

He often preferred to let things slide with a good enough is good enough attitude.

He wasn’t especially eager to challenge things either.

If I had to compare him to someone...

He reminded me of Doridora Dorfin, always relaxed and easygoing.

Honestly, when Uncle first told me he had learned a power called Flow, I couldn’t understand why, even after hearing the explanation.

Now...

I understood a little.

“These things are pretty strong.”

Monsters kept rushing toward us.

If I had encountered them before meeting Uncle...

There was no way I could have fought them.

Even if my Arm of the Fighting Dragon was incomplete, it was still the Arm of the Fighting Dragon.

My body was protected by Sea Dragon Armor.

I could fight both at close and long range.

I even possessed several fairly powerful attacks.

So why was every battle always so difficult?

Was it because Uncle constantly wandered into places where he could only win by the narrowest margin?

...

If leveling was the goal, it would be much easier to simply follow routes that other players had already cleared.

‘No.’

‘Don’t think like that.’

Dissatisfaction and doubt would stop my sword.

Impatience would dull its edge.

Uncle had told me that.

The Great Hero of Insight had also said something similar in passing.

I was slow.

But I did not stop.

For someone like me, anxiety and haste only tangled my feet.

They only robbed me of the time I needed to gather my strength.

‘Stay calm.’

‘Little by little.’

‘Steadily!’

BANG!

Someone who looked toward Heroes should believe in and follow the words of senior Heroes and the Great Hero she admired.

Focus.

Sharpen the blade.

Slowly.

Surely.

CRACK!

“Ugh!”

“Hey, hey! I told you not to focus that hard!”

This was one of the problems that appeared after my arm became the Arm of the Fighting Dragon.

If I concentrated so deeply that I started losing my reason...

The arm would begin moving on its own.

Whenever that happened, Uncle would tap me and pull me back to normal.

But I couldn’t rely on Uncle forever.

That was the real problem.

“Haha. Everyone else says becoming one with your weapon is the highest state, but if our Aien becomes one with hers, she stops being human.”

“...Please don’t joke about it!”

And so, just like always...

We slowly dealt with everything one step at a time.

The endless procession of monsters felt overwhelming.

But Uncle stood solidly at the front and protected us.

And the rear line provided buffs so overwhelming they could almost be called luxurious.

Somehow, we endured.

Even the Great Hero of Salvation, who had traveled with us for about a month, had been unable to hide his amazement at our rear support.

Of course.

That much was only natural.

But then—

“Haa... Haa...! Damn it! Retreat for now!”

“Why are there so many of them?!”

“Isn’t this supposed to be a Great Hero’s trial? Seriously, this damn game!”

More monsters kept appearing.

More numerous.

More varied.

Stronger.

Again and again.

They reached a point where the Orc Captain from the arena looked laughable.

Even Hero-class monsters began to look weak compared to the new things appearing before us.

“Enough! Enough already! Learn some moderation! Aaaaagh!!!”

Little by little...

Even when Uncle fought at full strength, monsters began slipping past him.

Creatures that my sword could no longer cut through completely reached the rear line and swung their horrifying hands toward them.

“Urgh!”

“Village Chief!”

“I’m all right! Miss Aien, please focus on the battle!”

Little by little...

The situation only worsened.

Our companions were injured.

They died.

Still, we moved forward.

Forward.

We somehow kept forcing our way through the monsters.

And then...

I began feeling that sense of reality inside the game that Uncle sometimes talked about.

At the same time, the air became heavier.

That familiar sensation settled into my body.

The same horrible feeling I had experienced when the castle swallowed us.

“I-Ingwang-ssi!!”

“What?! I’m busy right— Village Chief?!”

At Levy’s piercing scream, I looked back.

The Village Chief had been unable to withstand a monster’s attack.

He was dead.

But unlike usual...

A black hand burst from the ground, grabbed his corpse, and dragged it underground.

Uncle immediately rushed over.

He grabbed the black hand and tried to rip it away and pull the Village Chief back up.

But the monsters pressed in too fiercely.

In the end...

He had no choice but to let go.

“No... What the hell is this... Pastien!!”

Uncle’s rage grew.

But the monsters did not stop.

They kept coming.

Again.

And again.

The fighting continued.

Just like the Village Chief...

Levy disappeared.

Mallyangi disappeared.

Pie-unni disappeared.

“You fucking...!”

Uncle briefly logged out.

Then he came back after confirming that Unni had not awakened in reality.

From the moment his rage reached its peak...

Hell began.

There were only two of us left.

Yet Uncle continued moving forward.

He used everything he possessed.

He displayed power worthy of the title Hero.

But that was all.

Madness had consumed him.

He destroyed everything in his path.

And no matter what I said...

My words no longer seemed to reach him.

I didn’t know how much time passed.

A long time.

A very long time.

In reality, Uncle gradually became more haggard.

Inside the game, he became more and more worn down too.

“....”

“Haa... Haa... Uncle?”

“...I can’t... do this anymore....”

“U-Uncle? Wait...!”

Uncle abandoned the name Indomitable.

Not long afterward...

He abandoned himself too.

He took his own life.

Then, just like everyone else...

Black hands dragged him away somewhere.

He could no longer endure that endless battle.

He died....

Leaving me behind.

Leaving me, when Uncle had become the only thing I had left.

“N-No... No!!!”

Pain struck as though my heart had stopped.

My voice rushed out faster than my breath.

I screamed until I choked.

More desperately than anyone.

More pathetically than anyone.

I struck the ground with my sword.

When the sword broke, I struck it with my fists.

When my vision turned red with blood, I slammed my head against the ground and screamed.

When absolutely nothing remained...

When only my empty screams filled the corridor...

The Great Hero of Patience, Pastien, finally appeared before me.

“At last, someone qualified has reached this place.”

“...Qualified...?”

Disgust surged up from deep inside me.

I bit my lip hard.

My right arm was convulsing violently, as though it were about to explode and swallow me.

I grabbed it and forced myself to stand.

My heart was filled with nothing but despair.

I wanted to rush at the Great Hero before me and kill her immediately.

...

No.

I wanted to die.

“You overcame every trial I gave you and reached me.”

Pastien looked down at me.

“That means you possess the qualification.”

“Me?”

I laughed weakly.

“Qualification?”

I had only been pushed here over everyone’s corpses.

I had merely followed behind Uncle.

And I had qualification?

“Qualified one.”

Pastien stepped aside.

“This is the gift I can offer you.”

What she revealed was a human spinal column embedded in a tree.

Pastien moved away as though telling me to take it.

She continued staring down at me for a long moment while I sat collapsed on the floor.

Then she spoke indifferently.

“However...”

“You are rather messy.”

“....”

“Diligence.”

“Wrath.”

“Madness....”

Her gaze narrowed.

“Do you even possess Hope?”

“Has someone been using your body as a trash bin?”

“...Trash bin?”

I was probably smiling.

My emotions were so violent that I could no longer control them.

My blood-covered face was smiling at the Great Hero of Patience.

I didn’t even know what expression I was supposed to make.

So I think I simply copied the face that came to mind first.

Uncle often laughed like a madman when his irritation went beyond its limit too.

“You have stuffed far too many things into such a small vessel.”

Pastien continued.

“That is why moving forward has become difficult for you.”

“If you wish, I can remove all of them here.”

“....”

“Those things are not your strength.”

“They are obstacles preventing your growth.”

The Great Hero of Patience.

A Great Hero famous for her mastery of sealing.

If someone like her said that...

Then it was almost certainly true.

If the reason I always felt anxious...

If the reason I felt like I wasn’t growing stronger despite swinging my sword every single day...

Was really because of those powers...

Then thinking about the future...

It would probably be better to erase them.

“...Great Hero.”

I raised my head.

“Let me ask one thing.”

“What is it?”

Pastien answered.

“Speak.”

“Uncle...”

My voice trembled.

“And everyone else...”

“Where did they all go?”

“Those people rushed in despite lacking qualification.”

Pastien’s voice remained cold.

“They were moths who did not know their place.”

“Do you not know the fate of moths drawn to flame?”

“...I see....”

I lowered my head.

“So that’s what they were.”

“Moths....”

I turned my back on the Great Hero of Patience.

Then I slowly began walking away.

Conveniently, I saw a corridor ahead where wind was flowing through.

I headed toward it.

“Where are you going?”

Pastien asked.

“You’ll find out soon.”

“Find out what?”

I don’t know how I looked at the Great Hero then.

I don’t remember what kind of voice I used.

I don’t remember exactly how I moved.

My emotions were too violent for me to speak properly.

Tears blurred my vision.

My body was completely wrecked, and I could barely put strength into it.

But still...

“You...”

My voice shook.

“You should be afraid of Madness...!”

Pastien remained silent.

“Someone you thought of like a daughter...”

I cried.

“You should be afraid of what she feels toward you...!”

“Are you angry at me?”

Pastien asked.

“Will you abandon the future and swear to live for the past because of such meaningless deaths?”

“Past or future...”

I glared at her through my tears.

“You won’t have any future left.”

“My family...”

My voice cracked.

“My friends...!”

“I’m going to take away as much of your life as the amount they were denied!”

I pointed at her.

“Just watch.”

“The world you were watching will burn.”

Pastien continued saying something afterward.

I ignored every single word.

I just kept walking forward.

Again and again, I repeated the words spoken by the person who had given me a place to belong.

Coldly.

Colder.

And clearly.

Whoooosh~

With my body in ruins, I looked down at the mist-covered Demonic Realm.

Once again, I made a firm vow.

I would kill the Great Hero.

“Where are you going?”

“...You’ll regret making me your enemy.”

I compressed the burning emotion inside my heart tighter and tighter.

Then I jumped toward the Demonic Realm.

I thought of this as the first step toward conquering it.

And I threw myself into that hell.

“Ughk!”

I was certain I landed feet first.

Yet somehow...

I fell headfirst and crashed into something.

Had I collided with Flying Fish waiting below?

I felt around with my hands and touched something warm.

Slowly, I raised my head.

Then I heard a familiar voice.

“...A-Aien?”

It was a voice I thought I would never hear again.

The voice of someone who had spoken with me more than the father who gave birth to me.

Someone who had poured more love into me than the mother who had once held me.

“...U-Uncle?!!”

“Why did you suddenly fall from above?”

He looked nothing like the final version I remembered.

He looked like the Uncle from my memories.

The one who shone.

He was holding Jayeon and Modak in his arms.

Playing with the children.

Laughing innocently as he looked at me.

“Huh?”

His expression changed.

“What? Are you crying?”

“I-I’m not crying!”

I quickly shoved him away and wiped the tears streaming down my face.

So...

Everything had been one of the Great Hero’s trials.

That was what choose meant....

“U-Uncle....”

I hesitated.

“What if the Great Hero hates me now?”

“What happened to you this time?”

So I roughly explained what had happened.

I left out the last thing I had said to the Great Hero....

How could I tell Uncle that?

Too embarrassing!

“What do you mean?”

Uncle frowned.

“That bastard was the one in the wrong.”

“You should’ve told her to watch her back at night.”

“...Yes....”

Then Uncle stared at me.

“And do I look like the kind of idiot who would blindly charge around if things actually became that bad?”

“...Ugh.”

“Good. As long as you understand.”

Then he pointed at the floor.

“Perfect timing, actually.”

“Now that you’re here, let’s play a war simulation while we wait for the others.”

I looked at the many little soldier figures carved from wood scattered across the floor.

Then I nodded and sat a short distance away from Uncle.

‘Maybe... I can rest for a little while....’

...

No.

There was still something I wanted to ask him.

“Uncle.”

“Yeah?”

“If...”

I hesitated.

“If you were placed in the same situation I told you about...”

“What do you think would happen?”

Uncle blinked.

“What the heck?”

“You’re asking that too?”

Even though I was only imagining it...

Even though it was nothing more than a hypothetical...

I could feel deep anger boiling from the depths of Uncle’s eyes.

“I’d destroy every single one of them.”

His smile twisted.

“I’d keep going until Pastien was on her knees begging me, ‘Please, please give me a chance to resurrect all the people you killed.’”

“Hmm.”

Uncle looked at me.

“You should’ve said something like that too!”

“Everyone died horribly and you didn’t say anything?”

He gestured dramatically.

“Something like, ‘I’ll make you regret turning me into your enemy!’”

“W-What?!”

I stammered.

“I said something similar!”

“Really?”

Uncle grinned.

“Good job!”

Uncle laughed freely.

The companions around us laughed with him.

Only I turned my head away in embarrassment at the message window floating in front of me.

‘...If I were still an NPC, Uncle would be able to see this window right now, wouldn’t he...?’

[Your profound affection for him and your dependence upon him are unsuitable for the position of a Knight who must protect her master. Therefore, from this moment, you will be granted a new name.]

[You are one who loves Madness and follows Madness. One who seeks from him the parental affection you have always desired. You are the ‘Daughter of Madness,’ one who leans beneath his shadow, rides upon his back, and walks beside him.]

[From that exalted position, you will bear the title of ‘Coordinator,’ and you will begin organizing the chaotic powers scattered within you.]

Uncle stared at me.

“...Have you been drinking? Your face is really red.”

“No!”

He immediately pointed at me.

“Oh, come on! You totally drank!”

Then he shouted toward everyone else.

“Hey! We’re screwed! Run! Aien’s going wild!!”

That man....

I-I know I said the word daughter myself!

But....

That wording was...

A little...

Way too much....

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