Chapter 140

Chapter 140: True Despair

“Hohoho. A brat like you dares say you'll kill me?”

Sa Eumryeong sent me a cold, mocking smile.

I had only heard her laugh...

yet my ears tingled painfully.

It felt as though dozens of thin needles were scraping against the inside of my eardrums.

“Heavenly Demon's Kindred Spirit.”

Her smile deepened.

“I'll show you what true hell is.”

At the same time...

every sound around me suddenly became unnaturally loud.

Sa Eumryeong's laughter.

Her breathing.

The sound of her clothes brushing against the floor.

Even the faint friction of her fingertips cutting through the air.

All those sounds began blending together...

resonating in a strange harmony.

I immediately understood.

So this is Phantom Demon Musician's sound art.

Sa Eumryeong wasn't holding any instrument.

But she didn't need one.

Her voice.

Her footsteps.

Her breathing.

Her laughter.

She was using all of them like instruments.

“Mujin, be care—”

Yeom Yuhwa shouted.

But she couldn't finish.

“Kugh...!”

She suddenly staggered and braced herself against the wall.

Her face turned white in an instant.

Her pupils lost focus.

Her fingertips trembled as though convulsing.

Sa Eumryeong glanced sideways at her and smiled.

“Flame Attendant.”

Her voice was almost gentle.

“This is as far as you go.”

“S-Stop....”

Yeom Yuhwa gritted her teeth as if trying to resist.

But that was all.

Her strength left her body, and she collapsed to the floor.

Sa Eumryeong's gaze returned to me.

“Heavenly Demon's Kindred Spirit.”

Her lips curved.

“Now you're the only one left.”

I tightened my grip on my sword.

“Shut up, you wicked bitch!”

“Hohoho.”

She began circling me slowly.

“Good spirit.”

Her steps were light...

almost as if she were dancing.

Each time she moved, the lamps around the room trembled faintly.

Then—

Tiiing.

The sound of a single plucked string rang inside my ears.

My head throbbed violently.

“Kugh...!”

My vision swayed.

The walls around me seemed to move farther away...

then suddenly closer.

I can't let myself be drawn into her illusion.

I immediately circulated the Kunlun Blue Soul Scripture.

Pure qi rose from beneath my dantian and flowed through my entire body.

But even then...

what I saw didn't improve at all.

“Yes.”

Sa Eumryeong's whisper circled my ears.

“Keep resisting like that.”

Her tone was sweet.

“The more you resist...”

“the greater your suffering will become.”

The moment she finished—

WHOOOSH!

A massive blaze erupted before my eyes.

"...!"

I instinctively stopped breathing.

Inside the enormous flames before me...

was Kunlun.


It was hot.

Insanely hot.

Heat licked across my skin.

The smell of burning filled my nose.

Even the sensation of my hair singeing felt painfully real.

And within that inferno...

Kunlun was collapsing.

The halls of Kunlun Sect were burning crimson.

Flame-covered pillars cracked and fell.

People were trapped within the ruined buildings.

“...Mu...jin.”

The first person I saw was Hyeongwon.

He staggered through the flames with one arm missing...

reaching toward me.

Everything below his elbow had already burned black.

Bone was visible through the charred flesh.

Yu Seola was beside him.

Her lower body was crushed beneath a collapsed pillar.

Half her hair and face were burning away.

She glared at me through a face twisted in agony.

Myeongjeon was there too.

Most of his face had melted beneath terrible burns.

He was screaming something desperately...

but what reached my ears wasn't language anymore.

Only torn, broken shrieks.

Behind them...

Sogwang.

Wang Dusik.

Sect Leader Cheon Gwangcheon.

My master, Jin Gwangung.

Every person whose life had crossed mine...

was writhing within the flames.

All of them were dying.

And every one of them was staring at me with resentment.

You were late again.

You couldn't save anyone in the end.

You're going to be the only one who survives again.

Resentment.

Contempt.

Resignation.

I couldn't endure those eyes.

“Ah....”

A hoarse breath escaped my lips.

The flames grew larger.

It wasn't only Kunlun anymore.

The Myeong Family Merchant Group.

Mount Hua.

Every connection I had touched...

was melting together inside that enormous fire.

Then—

“Fated One.”

A voice sounded.

Low.

Heavy.

The flames slowly parted.

A single figure stepped out from within.

I stopped breathing and stared.

I knew that face.

...True Immortal Cheongun.

But his expression was different from the one I remembered.

Colder.

Harsher.

He stood amid the flames and stared down at me without speaking.

That silence was more terrifying than anything else.

Then at last...

his mouth opened.

“Fated One.”

“You have failed once again.”

It was only a short sentence.

But my chest felt as though it had collapsed inward.

He stepped forward.

Behind him...

the corpses became clearer.

Dead disciples of Kunlun burned by the flames.

Some had lost their limbs.

Others lay facedown with half their faces melted away.

All of them had died horribly.

Then Cheongun spoke again.

“You failed to continue the Flow.”

"..."

“You failed to stop the disturbance of the workings of heaven.”

"..."

“In the end...”

His eyes hardened.

“you accomplished nothing.”

My body trembled.

There was an emotion in Cheongun's eyes that I never wanted to see.

It wasn't anger.

It wasn't condemnation.

Disappointment.

The gaze of someone who had completely withdrawn every expectation he'd once held.

“The Flow was passed to the wrong person.”

"..."

His voice became colder.

“It was a mistake from the beginning...”

“for the Flow to be inherited by a failure like you.”

The moment those words ended...

everyone standing behind him opened their mouths at once.

Why couldn't you protect us?

Were you late again?

You said you could do it.

But you failed again, didn't you?

Their accusations and screams poured over me all at once.

My ears felt like they were going to rupture.

My knees weakened.

I couldn't breathe.

The sword in my hand suddenly felt unbearably heavy.

“Yeah....”

My lips moved before I realized it.

“You're right....”

My throat tightened.

My chest felt crushed.

Before my eyes...

everyone who had ever stood beside me continued dying.

“I'm... a failure....”

My voice broke.

“Everyone's going to die because of me.”

The moment those words left my mouth...

Sa Eumryeong stepped out from the center of the flames.

She stood with the inferno behind her...

smiling at me.

“Yes.”

She slowly circled around me.

“Everything you said will come true.”

Her voice was sweet.

“Everyone you cherish...”

“will die miserably before your eyes.”

She whispered to me.

“And you will be left alone...”

“forced to watch every last moment.”

"..."

“It will hurt.”

“You will suffer.”

“You will writhe beneath pain you cannot endure.”

I knelt and looked up at her.

“Then... what am I supposed to do...?”

The moment the words left my mouth...

a cruel smile appeared on Sa Eumryeong's lips.

“There is only one way to escape the pain.”

I stared at her.

“Only one?”

“Yes.”

She smiled.

“Rest.”

Her voice became impossibly gentle.

“I will give you rest.”

“Rest....”

“Yes.”

She spoke like she was soothing a child.

“I will free you from all this unbearable suffering.”

I quietly looked around.

It was still hell.

My companions were still dying.

Cheongun's disappointed gaze continued crushing me.

And in that moment...

Sa Eumryeong's words sounded impossibly sweet.

If I simply let go here...

this endless pain would finally stop.

Maybe...

ending everything here really was the right choice.

After all, I had always been a born failure.

A cursed bastard who always knelt before fate...

and met a miserable ending.

Step.

Step.

Sa Eumryeong's footsteps grew louder in my ears.

A short dagger had appeared in her hand.

Its thin, sharp blade reflected the flames.

“Yes.”

She leaned closer and whispered into my ear.

“You can close your eyes now.”

Her voice was soft.

“I'll save you from absolute suffering.”

“I'll give you eternal rest.”

Slowly...

I closed my eyes.

I could feel Sa Eumryeong's breath.

The fragrance around me thickened.

I could sense the tip of the dagger in her hand approaching me.

Then—

“Rest?”

My eyes snapped open.

“What a load of fucking bullshit.”

At the same time...

I raised my right arm and thrust my sword forward.

Thrust.

Sa Eumryeong's eyes widened until they looked ready to tear apart.

“Huh...?”

Her head slowly lowered.

My sword had pierced straight through her chest.

She raised her head again.

I stared back at her coldly.

Her face was filled with shock and fear.

The lips that had been whispering about salvation only moments ago began trembling.

I gave her a cold smile.

“Absolute suffering?”

Her pupils shook.

“You think the garbage you just showed me counts as absolute suffering?”

“H-How...?”

She looked terrified.

“You were clearly... inside my illusion....”

I twisted the sword in my hand.

Sa Eumryeong's body convulsed violently.

Blood ran down the blade.

“That illusion you showed me.”

My voice became colder.

“Kunlun burning.”

“The people I care about dying.”

“Everyone resenting me.”

I stared directly into her eyes.

“Yeah.”

“It looked convincing enough.”

Then rage surged through me.

“But here's the problem.”

My grip tightened.

“You don't know what real pain is.”

Sa Eumryeong's lips trembled violently.

I leaned closer.

“Do you know what true absolute suffering feels like?”

Her eyes widened.

“Do you know what it's like to have both arms cut off?”

“To have your tongue ripped out?”

“To have poison burn through your meridians?”

“To have your flesh torn apart and heal again...”

My voice dropped.

“dozens of times every single day?”

"..."

“Do you know what it means to be a test subject who wants to die...”

“but can't?”

"..."

The color began draining from Sa Eumryeong's face.

But I didn't stop.

“My companions dying?”

I laughed bitterly.

“I've already lost more companions in pain and despair far greater than anything your pathetic illusion could recreate.”

The final memories before my regression surfaced again.

That hellish place...

where the Myriad Tribulation Flame consumed everything.

“I watched my companions burn alive right in front of me.”

"..."

“I smelled their flesh cooking.”

“Their screams tore through my ears.”

“I watched people turn to ash in front of my eyes.”

My voice grew lower.

“And even then...”

“I couldn't die.”

I pushed more strength into my arm.

“Every time my body burned and melted...”

“it regenerated.”

“Then I burned again.”

My eyes turned cold.

“Over and over.”

“Endlessly.”

Sa Eumryeong swallowed hard.

I continued pouring out the rage inside me.

“And you know what the worst part was?”

I stared at her.

“Because of that damned regeneration...”

“I had to remain alive long enough to watch every one of my companions die.”

Sa Eumryeong's breathing grew ragged.

“The pain and despair inside your illusion are fake.”

“You only scraped pieces out of my memories and imitated them.”

Her knees weakened.

“Your illusion is nothing more than an empty shell that vaguely resembles despair.”

Crack.

I drove the blade even deeper.

Sa Eumryeong's body jerked violently.

Blood burst from between her lips.

“Y-You... insane....”

Those were her final words.

I twisted the sword and completely tore through her heart.

Sa Eumryeong's body collapsed.

For a moment...

I stood there catching my breath, staring down at her corpse.

Maybe she died with regret.

Her eyes remained open.

Even at the final moment...

her face still looked unable to believe that she was dying.

For someone who had dreamed of becoming the new Heavenly Demon...

it was a terribly empty end.

Then again...

perhaps it was the perfect death for a wicked woman who had spent her life deceiving others with illusions.

I looked down at her coldly.

“Your futile dream ends here.”

Then—

“M-Mujin....”

A trembling voice reached me.

I turned my head.

Yeom Yuhwa was staring at me with a face full of shock.

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