Chapter 59, Prayer Meta
Did you know the phrase prayer meta?
It described a situation where you wanted something so desperately that all you could do was pray for it to happen.
It could also mean that you had no other method left by your own power.
Two outs were recorded in the seventh.
The batting order reached the fourth hitter.
Then the pitcher was changed.
Without realizing it, I clenched my fist.
Powerful tension controlled my body.
Of course, I did not show it to the other players.
The reason was simple.
If I started acting nervous, the hitters might feel even more pressure.
“Strikeout!”
But Yoon Jae-jun was retired.
A three-pitch strikeout, of all things.
After taking a huge power swing, Yoon Jae-jun smacked his lips in disappointment with the path of his swing.
“I’m not making good contact today.”
I did not add anything to his disappointed words.
Sure.
If you were the home run leader, it made sense to be greedy.
But my future depended on your swing.
If nobody reached base until the end of the ninth, my heart would reach its end.
The ticking that had been seven times per second increased to eight.
The eighth inning had begun.
It was actually interesting.
I found it fascinating that a human heart could beat this quickly.
“Can we win?”
Our team was already behind by one run.
A double.
I never imagined that getting one double could be this difficult.
Still, I could not collapse like this.
The eighth inning began.
The score was still separated by one run.
Yugam, the fifth hitter, stepped into the box.
Maybe he was the true home run king of this era.
He had a strange balance where almost every result was either a home run or a strikeout.
I remembered a similar hitter on the Gwangju Jaguars around 1999.
A foreign player who hit forty home runs but also set the all-time strikeout record...
I did not expect anything.
I actually had more hope for the hitters after him.
But then...
CRACK!
Everyone jumped to their feet when Yugam hit the ball.
He had attacked the first pitch.
The ball flew far.
The center fielder chased after it, but the ball smashed directly into the fence.
A double.
I finally had another opportunity.
The insane ticking inside my heart immediately became quieter.
Only then could I breathe in relief.
We have to win.
But before winning, I needed to hit a double myself.
Thump.
The score remained 4-3.
Neither team managed to add another run.
Then the ninth inning arrived.
Our lineup would begin with ninth hitter Go Gyeong-tae, then first hitter Kwon Geon-woo, then me in the second spot.
I gave one sentence to Go Gyeong-tae, who had remained hitless throughout the game.
“Think of it as me dying if you don’t get on base here.”
I added even more pressure on top of the pressure he already had.
Go Gyeong-tae’s face instantly turned pale.
“Why would you say something that horrible?”
“Take it as a joke that’s also half serious. I’m going to die if we lose here.”
“I know you hate losing, but...”
Then Go Gyeong-tae looked at my expression and nodded.
Apparently I looked quite serious.
In truth, whether Go Gyeong-tae got a hit or not did not directly matter.
I only needed to complete the cycle.
However, the way they pitched to me would be different.
I only needed one more double for the cycle.
If the bases were empty, there was a high chance they would simply walk me or refuse to challenge me.
“I’m not completely joking. It could really happen.”
My vague attitude made Go Gyeong-tae’s expression even worse.
“So hit the ball. Get a hit this time. Overcome it. If you can’t shake off this pressure now, nobody will come looking for you in the future.”
His sudden national team selection.
It had become one of the biggest things blocking Go Gyeong-tae’s true ability.
But he had to overcome it himself.
If he did not, he would never be able to do anything.
It was for him.
And at the same time, for me.
“All right. I’ll try.”
Go Gyeong-tae eventually answered with a firm expression.
I tapped his shoulder several times and sent him toward the plate.
Sometimes, you heard words that felt completely sincere.
That was what Go Gyeong-tae thought.
He had learned countless things from Choi Seong while watching him from nearby.
Choi Seong almost never joked in serious moments.
So if he made a joke like that, it felt as though he were saying one thing.
Do it.
No matter what.
You absolutely have to do it.
Go Gyeong-tae tightly gripped his bat.
The opposing pitcher currently led the league in saves.
His ERA was in the 2.00s.
He had been firmly protecting the back of the Gwangju Jaguars bullpen.
“Whew...”
First pitch, strike.
An absurdly sharp slider perfectly entered the outside edge of the strike zone.
He really was a one-tool pitcher.
With nothing but a fastball and slider, he was dominating Korean baseball.
“If this ends here, we’ll only be one game behind you, right?”
The catcher kept talking to him.
Lately, Go Gyeong-tae had been suffering from catchers constantly trash-talking him.
After seeing his recent slump, other players had realized he was weak against pressure.
It was almost as though catchers had heard that Go Gyeong-tae was an easy target.
Every time they faced him, they talked like this.
“Don’t worry. We aren’t going to lose.”
Go Gyeong-tae sharply answered the catcher, who had entered professional baseball in the same year as him.
It was a one-run game.
Only three outs remained.
The opposing pitcher was currently the league’s save leader.






