Chapter 1

Chapter 1

"Riena, praise me. Don't just keep crying like that. Hmm? You're making it look as though I've done something terrible...."

Despite the pleading tone of his voice, a sharp smile spread across his lips as he gazed at the woman whose eyes could no longer focus on anything.

But Riena gave him no answer. Like a broken doll, she seemed to have given up on everything.

"Ah... that's right! I brought back something you lost. Would you like to touch it?"

He placed the lost item on her neatly covered thighs, making her frail body flinch.

It was probably because something unexpectedly heavy had been placed on her lap.

Her delicate fingertips trembled as she cautiously felt around, as though she were handling a venomous snake.

"!"

Something thick and sticky clung to her pale, beautiful hand. The unpleasant sensation made her fingers freeze.

"Something... I lost?"

The woman who had done nothing but cry finally opened her mouth.

Delighted to hear her speak, he continued with a surprisingly affectionate and excited laugh.

"The crown. A crown that never suited that pathetic Emperor in the first place! It suits you much better."

Her unfocused eyes began trembling violently in horror.

She had realized that the thick blood staining her hand belonged to the Emperor.

"So what if you can't see? Riena, I'll stay by your side and protect you, so become the Empress. You have me, don't you?"

His emerald-green eyes curved into affectionate crescents as he gazed lovingly at Riena.

"Hmm? Riena?"

Gathering every last bit of her strength, she lifted her chin toward the sound of his voice.

Struggling to steady her trembling voice, Riena parted her lips, her expression filled with bitter resentment and loneliness.

"H-how could you? How could you do this to me? Kanter, how could you? You...!"

Overwhelming self-loathing rose in her throat, making it difficult to breathe.

She gasped desperately, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't catch her breath.

Watching her struggle, Kanter reached toward her with a bloodstained hand. The crimson blood covering it belonged to someone whose life he had taken.

His hand moved as carefully as though he were reaching for a precious sculpture, but before he could touch her, it fell helplessly to his side.

Perhaps he simply didn't want the Emperor's blood on his hand to touch her.

"Yes, I know this must be shocking. But you'll get used to it soon. I've only taken back what those thieves stole from you."

"Thieves...? Kanter... you're the thief! You're a traitor who took my father's life!"

Her furious scream echoed heavily throughout the room, but the wicked curve of his lips remained unchanged.

"Your father...? You're joking, aren't you? You actually consider someone like him your father? Riena, that bastard is the one who did this to your beautiful eyes. Do you understand?"

What complete nonsense!

Riena clenched her dress so tightly that the fabric nearly tore, grinding her teeth in anger.

"Don't be ridiculous! My eyes became like this because of an accident...!"

"Yes, if believing that makes it less painful for you, then believe it. But I've learned the truth, and I couldn't allow the people who did this to you to remain alive."

His voice trembled faintly, carrying a complicated mixture of emotions.

But how could she possibly care about any of that?

The only blood relative she had left had been brutally murdered by her own fiancé.

"What do you really want...? Was it the throne? Is that why you killed them all? Stop lying and tell me...!"

"Riena, my true intentions aren't important. I simply discovered the truth about what happened that day and gave those responsible the punishment they deserved."

The word punishment made her let out a bitter laugh.

But it was Kanter who suddenly became furious.

"They ruined my Riena and locked her away in that tiny room! And after doing all that, they expected to go on living? Happily, no less? Ha! Absolutely not. I would never allow that."

His voice, dripping with venom, escaped through his clenched teeth.

"You're an Imperial Princess in name alone. Just look at the state you're in! Ah... you can't, can you? Because that son of a bitch even destroyed your eyes."

His hollow laugh was filled with deep bitterness and resentment.

His bloodshot eyes were stained with blood that had splattered from somewhere.

Thick streaks of crimson ran down his pale cheeks.

"Riena, every single person who loved you either died or disappeared in an instant. And you still trust the Emperor?"

His hoarse voice sounded almost soothing, as though he were trying to comfort a small child.

Empress Chernuier, who treasured Riena more than her own life.

Countess Sertua, who had been like the princess's right hand, and Romi, her personal maid.

And that wasn't all.

The servants and ladies-in-waiting who had attended to her had also disappeared long ago.

"Every single person closest to the Imperial Princess was dealt with in a single day. All of them, except me, a duke who is only a duke in name."

Everyone had vanished except Kanter, whose birth had always been surrounded by scandal.

"No one but the Emperor could have done something like that. That's the truth I know, Riena."

The truth, mixed with his empty laughter, was utterly sickening.

Riena felt as though a sharp blade were scraping against her insides. Even sitting upright required more strength than she could muster.

She slowly exhaled and parted her pale lips.

"...I know. Perhaps I realized it even before you did. After all, the only thing I could do in this endless darkness was go over the past again and again...."

But what was she supposed to do about it?

Even if she knew the truth, what could a blind princess possibly accomplish?

All she could do was drown in endless self-hatred.

"...It's all my fault. I shouldn't have trusted anyone. That's why I tried so hard to forget...."

Tears rolled down her pale cheeks, falling one after another.

Clutching her aching chest, she struggled to speak through her sobs.

"...I was looked down on every time I took a breath, but it never hurt this much."

She had sacrificed a past and a reality she could never change, choosing instead to dream of a future in which she could enjoy a happy marriage with Kanter.

She had believed that if she pretended to forget, if she lived as though she had forgotten everything, perhaps she could come a little closer to happiness.

"I wanted to be happy. I wanted to live an ordinary life, loving you and being loved by you...."

Her eyes, filled with bitter laughter and despair, stared blankly into the endless darkness.

All she had wanted was to live an ordinary, quiet life without drawing anyone's attention.

Was even that too much to ask?

Riena ground her teeth and wept at the cruel, malicious games the gods had played with her life.

"Riena, we can start over. Hmm? I'll become your eyes, your hands, and your feet."

Those sweet words had been part of his marriage proposal just a few months earlier.

Who would have imagined they would return to haunt her in such a horrifying way?

A sickening feeling rose from the depths of her stomach, making her shudder.

Riena shoved Kanter's chest with all her strength and immediately stood up.

She was already painfully familiar with finding her way through darkness.

Gathering the skirts of her dress, she made her way toward the door with practiced ease.

But just as she stepped outside...

"Your Highness!"

"!"

Hearing the chief attendant's voice, she instinctively turned toward him.

Several hands took advantage of that brief opening and firmly restrained her entire body.

At the sound of familiar footsteps approaching, Kanter's slightly bitter scent reached her nose.

"I think you'll be more comfortable in the Imperial Palace than at the ducal residence. Don't you agree?"

Her heart sank.

"Besides, you're going to become the next Empress anyway. There's no reason for us to move to the ducal residence, is there?"

"...You really... You really killed them all, didn't you? Every single one of them...."

Overwhelming helplessness drained the strength from her legs.

But her question received no answer.

"Riena will become a wise and benevolent ruler. I believe in you."

At the mention of becoming a benevolent ruler, Riena twisted her lips into a mocking smile.

"You mean an Empress who obeys your every command like a marionette."

For a brief moment, Kanter's expression twisted strangely.

"Stop pretending you're doing this for my sake, you hypocrite!"

Her furious shout echoed through the palace corridor.

Only after the lingering echoes had faded did Kanter finally open his mouth.

"L-Lora! Don't you want to see Lora?"

"!"

Riena's face instantly turned pale as she turned toward his voice.

"D-don't touch Lora!"

Once again, she fell into despair in the endless darkness.

Lora was Romi's younger sister, and after Romi's disappearance, she had become the one remaining source of joy in Riena's life.

"She's just a young maid! What could she possibly know? Please...!"

Lowering her head, Riena begged in a trembling voice.

"I'll listen to you. I'll do whatever you say, so please don't hurt Lora...."

Kanter watched as Riena continued pleading desperately with him.

He let out a relieved sigh before curling his lips into a satisfied smile.

"Of course. Lora has never done anything to hurt my Riena."

Despite the firmness of his words, his slightly drooping eyes curved into a dangerously pleasant smile.


The sound of turning pages suddenly stopped.

Kanter pushed the documents to one side of the table and clicked his tongue.

"My own father is a hopeless womanizer, but Emperor Francio is an even bigger son of a bitch."

"......"

Riena remained silent, hugging her knees tightly to her chest.

He drowned the Imperial Palace in blood, and now he's calling someone else a son of a bitch?

A bitter laugh threatened to escape her, but she was too exhausted even for that.

Instead, she closed her eyes.

"Riena, I've made a promise to myself. I'm going to be a wonderful father to our child. A truly, truly wonderful father."

"...?"

She lifted her chin from her knees and tilted her head.

The words our child had left her completely stunned.

"I'll bear all the sadness and suffering meant for you and our child. So forget everything that happened in the past and think only of happiness...."

"Kanter, nothing can make me cry anymore. And..."

Riena interrupted him sharply, turning her clouded eyes in his direction.

Her body trembled faintly as she continued with a gloomy expression.

"Nothing can make me smile anymore, either."

Kanter's expression instantly froze, as though lightning had struck him.

"What are you...?"

The memories of that hazy day when she was eleven had gradually become clearer.

The Imperial Princess and the Empress had both collapsed on the very same day.

And strangely enough, the palace physicians, who were ordinarily everywhere in the Imperial Palace, were nowhere to be found that day.

As a result, the two had simply been left unattended.

It had all happened on a day when Emperor Francio was away from the Imperial Palace.

"I wanted to believe it was a dream.... Yes, just as you said, even after I learned the truth, I didn't want to believe it. Because even if I knew the truth, there was nothing a blind princess could do."

Riena bit down on her lower lip, desperately holding back her tears.

The pain of that day seemed to return, crushing her entire body beneath its weight.

"It's in the past. You should forget the past...."

"No. I can't forget it anymore. How could I possibly forget that godforsaken past? I can't. I don't even have the right to forget."

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